It is hard to believe that you are almost one week old. I would say that the past week has flown by, but with the lack of sleep, time seems to be melting together. You are finally feeding well, which means you are sleeping longer, which means your mom and I are finally sleeping. Who would have thought that three consecutive hours of sleep would classify as "well"? But, it is very comforting to know that you are growing strong and healthy.
There are moments where the reality of you actually being here, in my arms, sinks in a little more. And as strong as your daddy is, it is impossible to hold back the tears and emotional joy. You are so beautiful, and I am so blessed. Living in the will of God. Having a relationship with Him, seeking Him everyday, drawing from Him for strength. It is the only way to go. Now, don't get me wrong, it is not always the easiest or most pleasant. But, it is the ONLY thing that will bring you true joy and real love.
If your mother and I would have gotten married without Christ at the center, we would not be able to love each other with genuineness. It would not be a true love if we did not know God's definition of love. It is kind, patient, humble, serving, and it never fails. Because He has loved me unconditionally, I am able to love you the same way.
I am sure that it will never fully sink in that I am a father. But, I look forward to every single time that it sinks in a little more. Every day that we are together as a family. Every time you smile at me. And even every diaper changed. So, continue to learn and discover all that God has created my beautiful daughter, and know that I love you so very much.
-Daddy
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